Tuesday, July 16, 2024

Published July 16, 2024

Bleeding Hearts


 
ここから逃げ出したところで
Koko kara nigedashita tokoro de
Even if I run away from here

どこにも辿り着かないことくらい
Doko ni mo tadoritsukanai koto kurai
I know I won't reach anywhere

もう分かってる 分かってる
Mou wakatteru wakatteru
I already know, I know

痛いほど 分かってるけど
Itai hodo wakatteru kedo
I know it so painfully well, but

黄昏 君とずっと眺めてたい
Tasogare kimi to zutto nagametetai
I want to watch the twilight with you forever

遠くへ行けば忘れられるような
Tooku e ikeba wasurerareru you na
If I go far away, it seems like I could forget

そんな柔らかい痛みじゃないけど
Sonna yawarakai itami janai kedo
But it's not such a gentle pain

その胸の中で全て忘れたい
Sono mune no naka de subete wasuretai
I want to forget everything in your embrace

見たくないものに蓋をして
Mitakunai mono ni futa o shite
Covering up the things I don't want to see

見ないフリをするのが人間だ
Minai furi o suru no ga ningen da
Pretending not to see is human

だから弱音なんて吐き出さずに
Dakara yowane nante hakidazasu ni
So without complaining

ため息押し殺し 笑う
Tameiki oshikoroshi warau
I suppress my sighs and smile

心 弾け飛ぶ音がした
Kokoro hajiketobu oto ga shita
I heard the sound of my heart bursting

胸の奥の方 燻ってた寂しさが
Mune no oku no hou kusubutteteta sabishisa ga
The loneliness smoldering deep in my chest

君染める夕焼けに
Kimi someru yuuyake ni
In the sunset that colors you

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

涙 弾け飛ぶ音がした
Namida hajiketobu oto ga shita
I heard the sound of tears bursting

堪えきれずに 崩れそうな悲しみが
Koraekirezu ni kuzuresou na kanashimi ga
The sorrow that I can no longer bear, about to collapse

夢 馳せる夜風に
Yume haseru yokaze ni
In the night wind that chases dreams

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

誰にも 言えないこと
Dare ni mo ienai koto
Things I can't tell anyone

君には 言えるかもな
Kimi ni wa ieru kamo na
I might be able to tell you

泣いたりしないけどさ
Naitari shinai kedo sa
I won't cry, but

心が張り裂けそうなんだ
Kokoro ga harisakesou nan da
My heart feels like it's going to burst

叶えたいと気づいた瞬間
Kanaetai to kizuita shunkan
The moment I realized I wanted to fulfill it

そこから遠ざかる道探してしまう
Soko kara toozakaru michi sagashite shimau
I start looking for a way to distance myself

もう分かってる 分かってる
Mou wakatteru wakatteru
I already know, I know

痛いほど 分かってるけど
Itai hodo wakatteru kedo
I know it so painfully well, but

最果て 君とずっと焦がれてたい
Saihate kimi to zutto kogaretetai
I want to yearn for the farthest end with you forever

不安な夜も忘れられるような
Fuan na yoru mo wasurerareru you na
So I can forget about uneasy nights

そんな夢見心地な瞬間
Sonna yumemigokochi na shunkan
Such a dreamlike moment

この腕の中でずっと感じたい
Kono ude no naka de zutto kanjitai
I want to feel it forever in my arms

叫びたいことを叫んだら
Sakebitai koto o sakendara
If I shout what I want to shout

遠ざかっていくのが人間だ
Toozakatte iku no ga ningen da
It's human to distance oneself

だから本音なんて吐き出さずに
Dakara honne nante hakidasazu ni
So without expressing my true feelings

心を閉ざして 笑う
Kokoro o tozashite warau
I close my heart and smile

夜を 蹴飛ばして走り出す
Yoru o ketobashite hashiridasu
I kick the night and start running

抱えきれずに 溢れ出した後悔が
Kakaekirezu ni afuredashita koukai ga
The regret that I can't hold back overflows

星屑の隙間に
Hoshikuzu no sukima ni
In the gaps of the stardust

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

憂鬱 蹴飛ばして走り出す
Yuuutsu ketobashite hashiridasu
I kick the melancholy and start running

君と並んで 見つめていた静寂が
Kimi to narande mitsumeteita seijaku ga
The silence I gazed at with you

澄み切った夜更けに
Sumikitta yofuke ni
In the clear late night

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

秘密にしていたこと
Himitsu ni shiteita koto
The things I kept secret

君には言えるかもな
Kimi ni wa ieru kamo na
I might be able to tell you

まだここに居たいけどさ
Mada koko ni itai kedo sa
I still want to stay here, but

もうすぐ夜が明けそうだ
Mou sugu yoru ga akesou da
The night is about to break soon

分かり合いたいだけなのに 強がってしまうのが人間だ
Wakariaitai dake na no ni, tsuyogatte shimau no ga ningen da
It's human to act tough, when all you want is mutual understanding

だから少しだけ歩み寄って
Dakara sukoshi dake ayumi yotte
So just a little closer

心隠さずに 笑う
Kokoro kakusazu ni warau
I smile without hiding my heart

心 弾け飛ぶ音がした
Kokoro hajiketobu oto ga shita
I heard the sound of my heart bursting

胸の奥の方 燻ってた寂しさが
Mune no oku no hou kusubutteteta sabishisa ga
The loneliness smoldering deep in my chest

君 染める夕焼けに
Kimi someru yuuyake ni
In the sunset that colors you

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

涙 弾け飛ぶ音がした
Namida hajiketobu oto ga shita
I heard the sound of tears bursting

堪えきれずに 崩れそうな悲しみが
Koraekirezu ni kuzuresou na kanashimi ga
The sorrow that I can no longer bear, about to collapse

夢 馳せる夜風に
Yume haseru yokaze ni
In the night wind that chases dreams

爆ぜて咲いた
Hazete saita
Burst open and bloomed

誰にも 言えないこと
Dare ni mo ienai koto
Things I can't tell anyone

君には 言えるかもな
Kimi ni wa ieru kamo na
I might be able to tell you

泣いたりしないけどさ
Naitari shinai kedo sa
I won't cry, but

心が張り裂けそうなんだ
Kokoro ga harisakesou nan da
My heart feels like it's going to burst

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